metatronis: (Light and sound)
2011-04-04 05:26 pm

This entry brought to you by the letter...

Hello! Hope everyone's doing well. I know the past month has been particularly difficult for a lot of people. I hope that things are starting to look up, or that they will soon!

A couple of weeks ago I started seeing a therapist. Now that I've done it a couple of times, I see that I should have started a long, looong time ago. I know that there aren't any exact answers, but during the very first session, she offered an explanation (for why I am the way I am) that was so dead on, I couldn't believe it. I grew up thinking that my clusterfuck of a personality and inability to open up to people was solely the result of my failings as a human being. Turns out there may actually be a reason behind it!
So now we're working through things and I'm realizing all of this stuff, and it feels so weird but it's incredibly cathartic. If it keeps going like this, hopefully I'll be able to start taking those steps forward in life without having a nervous breakdown.

I may be able to get a new computer soon, which would be amazing. I'll finally be able to do stuff without my laptop spontaneously deciding to shut down.

1. Ask and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload/link) 5 songs you love that begin with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.

[livejournal.com profile] nasty_show ♥ gave me the letter C.

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